Community actor Donald Glover posted a series of troubling notes on Instagram Monday night. In the notes, Glover who also raps under the name Childish Gambino, expressed his insecurities and fear, writing that he hopes people do not find out what he “masturbates to.”
“I’m afraid of the future. I’m afraid my parents won’t live long enough to see my kids. I’m afraid my show will fail. I’m scared my girl will get pregnant at not the exact time we want. I’m scared I’ll never reach my potential. I’m afraid she’s still in love with that dude.”
“I’m feeling like I’m letting everyone down. I’m afraid people hate me who I really am. I’m afraid I hate who I really am. I’m scared people will find out what I masturbate to. I’m afraid I’m here for nothing. I feel that this will feel pretentious.”
You can read the rest of the Glover’s notes below.