Diddy Honors Kim Porter With Private Memorial; Finally Breaks His Silence

Diddy is beyond broken-hearted. Days after losing Kim Porter — the mother of three of his kids — the music mogul held a private memorial at his Bel-Air home to honor her life.

Sunday’s memorial brought together over a hundred people that loved Kim. Video of Diddy’s home shows that it was filled with photos of Porter and the family. Additionally, a candlelit walkway lined the entrance as guests arrived. Included in the guest were French Montana, Mary J. Blige, Pharrell and Kimora Lee Simmons.

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Diddy also took to Instagram for the first time since Porter’s death to express his hurt and pain over losing her too soon. The “Bad Boy” waxed poetic about their unexplainable relationship, unbreakable bond and beautiful friends. He also promised to raise their family, “just like you taught me to.”

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For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you baby. I miss you so much. Today I’m going to pay tribute to you, I’m going to try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship. We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER SHIT!! And I miss you so much. Super Black Love 🖤

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I’ll raise our family just like you taught me to. Love you forever!!!! 🖤 I CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT!!!!!! FUUUUUCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!! Smfh

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As we previously reported, Kim Porter was found dead at her Toluca Lake home last Thursday. She was just 47.